Check List before I leave: Send mom money Send mom a letter Call uncle Jerry about mother issue Buy gifts for the family Get things back from Michael Pay bills Tell either the uncle or the gparents the stuff for mom Save up money for bail Get Paige's number Hang out with Shel-billy
I need help. I can't do this myself. I mean, I've done it the past half a year but I don't know how much longer I can keep this up. I just need a little help... I want to save mother from jail, from being deported, but the grandparents are telling me all these things. These "truths" of the law, about mother. They don't want to help her, I know they don't. And they think they can change me.
I told them, "Stop thinking so negatively." They say. "It's not negative. It's the truth." That isn't something you tell ME. YOU DO NOT FUCKING TELL ME THAT IS THE TRUTH OF HOW IT GOES. Because I fucking already know, but the hope you instill is just false lies. It's not even within the category. And no one is here to tell me wrong. Don't try and make my life harder or the emotional stress that I'm failing to hold.
