If I hadn't prepared myself for this sudden event I might have... I
don't really know, but it wouldn't be good and it's not something I
like to think upon. But it's just.. I knew it. I knew it! And yet I
couldn't bring myself to prevent it. Scratch that--I didn't try because
it was so damn obvious.
I know. I know she left me because she
started falling for someone else. That's great, huh? I have a feeling
my art is going to become very.. dark. And the contact is going to come
to a halt. I don't want school to come and I never want to see them
together.